A Birth Mother & Mother's Day Message

Although not officially on the calendar as a holiday, did you know that the Saturday before Mother's day is celebrated in the adoption community as "Birth-Mother's Day?" If I could share message with Josie's birth mother, this is what I would say.

Your daughter is beautiful.

Please know that her medical conditions have been taken care of and she is now healthy and full of endless energy.

She’s smart, funny and brings incredible joy to our family.

She has many friends, and will be going to Kindergarten next fall!

She loves to eat...especially CHOCOLATE.

Playing outside makes her extremely happy.

She has a big sister that is a wonderful role model.

Her big sister loves her very much and Josie loves her back unconditionally.

When I see our two daughters together, we know our family is now complete.

Thank you for choosing life for this precious little girl.

You have shared with our family a priceless gift.
We are forever grateful.

Happy Mother's day to all the special ladies in my life.
I hope you have a marvelous weekend!
I love you Emma and Josie.

I love you MOM!

XOXO
♥

A message to Josie's birth mother...

Very rarely do I get political in my blog, but I finished Message from an Unknown Chinese Mother: Stories of Loss and Love by Xinran and feel this should be required reading for anyone adopting from China. The girls were sleeping when I finished the book last night. I crept into Emma's bedroom first and just stared at her and then kissed her forehead. I then went into Josie's room and did the same. My tissue box was practically empty in my living room. I had no more tears left. It was a painful read, but life-changing.

Told through a series of interviews and stories with women across China, Xinran shares an honest look at Chinese mothers' lives. Although times have changed, women (especially those living in poorer areas) have suffered so much. Some of the stories were downright horrifying to read. Many women talked about smothering their daughters at birth because they didn't want them to suffer the same fate as they had endured. Outdated customs combined with a one-child policy continues to drive abortions and suicide rates sky high. For anyone who thinks that these birth mothers, don't have feelings about their daughters, you're wrong. Time and time again, these mothers talked about the pain of missing their daughters.

After reading this book, I firmly believe that abandonment is the ultimate gift of sacrifice. Josie's mother would have known right away that she was different. She was born with six digits on her right hand and a serious heart condition. These medical issues would have brought shame to her family and the grim reality that she required medical attention that they couldn't afford. Her mother could have ended Josie's life, but she didn't.

Although not officially on the calendar as a holiday, did you know that the Saturday before Mother's day is celebrated in the adoption community as "Birth-Mother's Day?" If I could share message with Josie's birth mother, this is what I would say.

Your daughter is beautiful.

Please know that her medical conditions have been taken care of and she is now healthy and full of endless energy.

She’s smart, funny and brings incredible joy to our family.

She enjoys going to preschool and has many many friends.

She loves to eat...especially sweets.

Playing outside makes her extremely happy.

She has a big sister that is a wonderful role model.

Her big sister loves her very much and Josie loves her back unconditionally.

When I see our two daughters together, we know our family is now complete.

Thank you for your sacrifice and your selflessness. Thank you for choosing life for this precious little girl.

You have shared with our family a priceless gift. We are forever grateful. We will never forget you.

Reflections

Over this past week (especially since reading Silent Tears) I have found my mind wandering back to Josie’s orphanage and Josie’s birth mother. I’ve recently made contact with our guide in China and asked her to tell the orphanage nannies that Josie has undergone her open-heart surgery and is now healthy. Our guide reassured me that she did make contact and they were pleased to know this information. I want to believe it matters to them, but I don’t know. More than anything, I felt like I needed closure on that part of Josie’s life.




We will never have contact with Josie’s birth mother, but I wish I could tell her so many things. I want to tell her that her child is alive and her child is deeply loved by so many people. She is now healthy and strong and smart and beautiful. She’s more than anyone could ever want and our family is now complete.